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Happy Tutorial Tuesday Thursday

Had the first tutorial of the unit a week early, since Colin can't make next week. We mostly talked about feedback for the thesis and how the focus groups had gone. Some main points:

The What The Fuck Am I Doing With My Life Tangent

Well, it's the first week of the unit, and you know what that means! That's right - my regularly scheduled Start of the New Unit Mental Breakdown!!! I'm having the usual experiences of looking at the amount of work I need to get done and exploding about it and convincing myself I'm too stupid for grad school and going off to hide in the woods and touch grass, but now there's also the additional mental breakdown fodder of this is the last unit and I have no idea what I'm doing with my god damn life!

According to Willem we're apparently meant to come up with some kind of plan for our career plans or academic progression post-Masters, which is difficult because I have absolutely no direction in life. This feeling is not helped by the fact that I had my last day of teaching Saturday Art School this week and I already miss it and kind of now wish I was staying in Bournemouth next year to continue doing it, but also a Saturday job that I do four hours a week is not a particularly viable reason to choose to stay in a specific town.

Anyway, in the interests of appeasing Willem, here's some of my possible post-MRes options for myself, ranked by how much they actually count as plans:

  1. Move back to London with my parents, get a job as a teaching assistant, and then apply for teacher training if decide I enjoy working in schools full time
  2. get a job as a teaching assistant literally anywhere else (preferable option)
  3. Do this specific CELTA course with my friend Zuza in Oxford for a month in September and get a job teaching English as a foreign language
  4. Move to Hull with my friend from school who's getting a placement there
  5. Quarter life crisis. Move to random city where I don't know anyone and just start over
  6. Worse quarter life crisis. Move to random other country where I don't know anyone (except Zuza if she successfully convinces me to follow her to Poland) and just start over
  7. My counsellor suggested I just go travelling for a bit so I guess there's that?

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