Reading of the Week

The main thing I read this week was The Sexual Subject, edited by Mandy Merck (I was meant to read it last week and forgot. oops). It's a collection of essays from the film magazine Screen on the topic of sex and gender. It naturally includes my best friend Laura Mulvey's Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema, as well as a bunch of other essays including one by my other bestie Richard Dyer! There was some interesting stuff in here but oh my god. I am so sick of Freud and Lacan. If I ever see the words "psychoanalytic theory" again I'm going to explode.

Notes from The Sexual Subject:

Possible further reading:

I've also been reading Minimizing Marriage by Elizabeth Brake. As a nice little treat for myself in between incomprehensible Screen essays.

Notes from the introduction to the book:

London Trip

The main event of the week was the trip to London on Friday! It was a packed day - we visited the Rebel: 30 Years of London Fashion exhibition at the Design Museum, the New Contemporaries exhibition at the Camden Arts Centre, the Freud Museum, and the Loudest Whispers exhibition at St Pancras Hospital Gallery where Willem was exhibiting.

It was a really interesting day - I loved seeing the fashion exhibition at the Design Museum (which was also just a really well-designed exhibit - loved the lineup of mannequins as if they were going into a club) and all the interesting art pieces at Camden Arts Centre!

However, the Freud Museum and the Loudest Whispers exhibit were definitely the most relevant to my research! As mentioned, I've been reading a lot of 70s film feminist theory, and Freud's psychoanalytic theory is very important to a lot of this writing. So it was really cool to learn more about the man himself and how his ideas developed. The highlights for me were learning about Salvador Dali being a huge fan of Freud (and Freud not caring at all), the story about Freud interpreting a woman's dreams to find out she had a child she didn't want (which. he probably could have figured out from her story about punching her own womb while pregnant to try and kill the unborn child, but who am I to question Freud's methods), and getting to lay on Freud's famous couch! Oh, and writing a letter to Freud asking what he thinks of Laura Mulvey.

The Loudest Whispers exhibition was also really cool - there was even an art piece there about being trans and asexual! Me and Miles also talked to Willem about the possibility of us helping out with next year's exhibition, which would be really exciting!

On the hunt for more asexual characters

I've been continuing my research into portrayals of asexuality/aromanticism by rewatching seasons three through six of BoJack Horseman - an animated comedy set in a world of humans and anthropomorphic animals, that follows the lives of washed-up sitcom star BoJack and his friends. This show got a lot of attention for making one of its main characters, Todd, asexual. In 2016 it was considered very groundbreaking - while there had been some portrayals of asexuality before in TV, BoJack Horseman was perhaps the most popular and mainstream show by that point. It also got a lot of praise for how it didn't just portray one asexual character, but portrayed the wider ace community. Transcripts of the show here

Full disclosure, leaving the asexuality stuff aside for a second, this is one of my favourite TV shows ever, second only in my mind to Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I just think it's incredibly well-written and well-made and well-acted and creative and funny and interesting. Getting to rewatch it for this project has been a treat, even if it has also been mildly emotionally devastating.

I also think BJH remains to this day one of the best portrayals of asexuality in a TV show, mainly because Todd is actually a main characters and gets to be a fully developed character and have storylines outside of just being asexual. Unlike some other shows like Sex Education, it doesn't feel like he's just there to educate the audience about asexuality, although there is an element of this. On the other hand, there's also a lot of attention to his journey of discovering he's asexual, meeting other ace people, and becoming more comfortable in his identity. So I think the show strikes a good balance. So far I've rewatched season 3, which is the first season to deal with asexuality and shows Todd's discomfort with sex and how it affects his relationship with old girlfriend Emily. I've also rewatched the first half of season 4, which is the season that has Todd explicitly naming himself as asexual and meeting other asexual people.

Aside from BoJack, I've also been learning more about some other shows that I didn't even realise portrayed asexuality. I've started listening to The Ace Couple podcast, a podcast by two ace people that often has episodes reviewing TV shows that portray asexual characters. They did two episodes discussing the adult animated comedy Big Mouth, which had an asexual character in its seventh season. If I'm being honest, I'd really like to not watch this show, but maybe if I have enough time I'll end up checking it out. The podcast people mostly seemed fairly unimpressed, but I guess this year is a wonderful time to experiment with forming my own opinions.

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